I'm free now

I guess I'm just too young and spontaneous to settle down right now.I want to get out in the world and have fun.I want to make art and clothes and music and films and books.I have a feeling though that this will always be the way I am.Maybe I'm not made for relationships period.After only four months of being love I suddenly feel nothing, no attraction towards this person.It's all about realizing what's good for yourself,instead constantly trying to save other people's lives.In the end it was a learning experience and I feel like I know much more about myself now.I don't regret anything,it was all for the better and we had amazing moments together.

Royksopp - Only This Moment

Only this moment
Holds us together
Close to perfection
Nothing else out there
No one to guide us
Lost in our senses
Deep down inside I know our love will die

Only this moment
Holds us together
Lost in confusion
Feelings are out there
Scared of devotion
Doubting intentions
Deep down inside I know our love will die

Stay or forever go
Play or you'll never know
What heaven decided
You can't deny it's
All you've been waiting for

Stay or forever go
Play or you'll never know
Your spirit's divided
You will decide if i'm
All you've been waiting for

Clouds in my head have been parted with grace
By the voices of an angel revealing her face
and her words they make sense 'n' I do understand
Falling in love isn't part of a plan

Forces within me mix reason with lust, but
I'll try to accept it and not make it worse
'cause I know I might loose it by taking the chance,
(But) love without pain isn't really romance

Only this moment
Holds us together
Close to perfection
Nothing else out there
Always beside her
Trusting my senses
Deep down inside I know love will survive

Only this moment
Holds us together
Close to the other
Nothing else out there
Always beside her
Trusting my senses
Deep down inside I know love will survive